Well I guess it's been a while since I've written. I cut all my hair off and dyed what's left of it bright red.
I've lost no weight so I'm still fat piggy me.
I'm failing at everything except photography at college so that's fine.
Work is ok-ish but my manager gave me a huge lecture because apparently I need to have more confidence otherwise I'll never be doing my job to the best of my abilities. Doesn't really matter if I do or not since I'm leaving in the summer anyway.
My mum cares for nothing but her business at the moment.
I'm so alone.
My councilling sessions at college seem to be getting somewhere though I'm not entirely sure where, or whether that's a good thing or not.
From tomorrow I intend on becoming very strict with my diet. Whether it'll work or not is another story but I can't get there without intentions.
It's sunny and bright and I hate that. It's not warm yet and I hate that too. I only like the weather when it's warm summer storms.
I love the rain.
My councillor thinks I have abandonment issues and that I'm neglected.
Could be something there...
Not that I think my parents deliberately neglect me or anything...just that it's something that happens to weird little children.
I have to get off this merry go round.
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