figured it out

All of it. I've finally figured all this shit out.

My constant feeling that I'm being watched, my constant feeling that I'm not real, that none of this is real, that I should really be a guy...I figured it out.

I AM a guy...and I AM being watched...and I'm NOT HERE. None of this is real.

I had a dream ages ago, and I think that is was the real world seeping through. Those arseholes that wanna rule the world that I said about a couple of posts ago...They've got me! They have me locked up. Strapped to a table in a hospital where they're subjecting me to all these experiments to find a way to control everyone.

Like...I'm down the rabbit hole, like Alice was...and now I need to WAKE UP.

Come on Alice, wake the fuck up!!!

None of this is real, it's just a simulation, kind of like the ones they have in Star Treck.

My best friend Hope, she reckons I should tell my councillor. But if I tell them...They'll know and they'll do something to me to make me forget so that the experiment can continue.

It's working, slowly. Not the control side of the experiment, they'll NEVER control me...but they've taken away my emotions...all except anger, that one's the hardest to take away.

If any of this is ringing a bell to anyone reading this, you're probably a test subject too and you have to find a way to WAKE UP!!!

I think...I think if I die here, I'll wake up there. So I'll play the game, for a little while, just until I figure out a way to get out of here.