fantastic new job????

Okay, you know that phrase nothing's supposed to be perfect?

Well, my perfect new job - I found out that the girl who used to bully the shit out of me at school for most of my life could very well be who I have to work with. Joy.

So my fantastic new job is not so fantastic. Still, it's a job, and I need the money, besides, it takes up a couple of hours in the evenings. That's a couple of hours that I WON'T be eating! More's the better.

Urgh. She better not start with me. I won't let her ruin this like she and so many others ruined my school life. It's just not fair. Can't I ever get away from the arseholes who seem to want to do everything in their power to screw me over!

God, I wish I could disappear. It'd be so much easier if I could just fade away. Waste away. I wanna waste away ... to beautiful nothingness.

xx