Replies and whatnot

Okay I always arrive ridiculously early for college because of buses and how far away I live so I'm on the college library comp but hey.

Uh, first off some replies to the comments posted on my previous post.

Isabelly - It wasn't so much you dear, it was the replies. I didn't mean it to come out that pissed off and if I upset you than I am very sorry. Each to their own and everything, it's just that I get very touchy about that kind of thing, purely for the fact that having a suicidal mother and sister and various points in my life, it annoys me when people assume (and this isn't pointing a finger at you deary, I'm just explaining, so don't think i'm suggesting you did this cos you didn't), that it's just goths and emos that do it or vice versa.

Secondly, I guess I knew that everyone hear considers themselves fat in their own minds, I guess it was rather stupid of me to make that comment. It's just, everyone seems a hell of a lot thinner than me.

And to Dying2bethin14 - She's not my actual girlfriend because she's not sure whether she wants a girl/girl relationship, but I hope someday soon she will be.
I'm not a lesbian, I'm bi.
And don't apologise. I have no problem answering such questions as I'd rather people ask and understand then assume and get it wrong, so thank you.

So that's replies done. To avoid finger cramps in any future posts I may very well write PGF, just for clarification, this stands for Potential Girl Friend.

I'm going round hers on Thursday cos it's her birthday. She's going to glasgow with her friend from college so he can see his boyfriend. I'll miss her so much.

I wouldn't rush her for the world but I wish I could state whether or not she was my girlfriend, like if someone asks, I could say yes I have a girlfriend or no I don't, you know?
Right now I'm sort of saying, well, I might but I'm not sure.

Which makes it sound like I'm making it up just so I don't look like a retard who's never gonna have a bf or gf.

College is great thinspo, but I half hate it. I think I mentioned that in my last post. There's this girl I see in the corridors sometimes, she's quite tall and so, so, so, so thin. She walks with a crutch, dunno if that's cos she's so thin or for something else but she's beautifully thin...so I have someone to aspire to. being as thin as her.

Anyways, gotta go due to being at college, but I'll probably be posting again later cos at least when I'm posting, I'm not eating.

Toodles

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