I crave what?

This is a reply to anonymous.

I'm sorry darling, what did you say I crave? ATTENTION?

You couldn't be more wrong. Stop assuming you know me just because you read this stupid blog. And I wasn't freaking out. It was a passing comment.

My freaking out on this blog has absolutely nothing to do with whether people respond or not. I couldn't care less.
The reason I have this blog is for me, not anyone else.

I don't want attention, hence why I'm saying this stuff on a website. Because no one I know knows of this website, and no one reading this has any idea who I am. If I wanted attention, I would be yelling at my mum about what I rant about on here.

It's to get it out of my head so I don't explode that's all.

You don't know me, you don't know anything about me, and before you pass comment on me, maybe you should make sure you have your 'facts' straight.

You said you read my blog before. Well if you had actually READ my blog, you would have understood that me saying I feel so small or I have no readers etc is because I want to HELP people, not get more attention for myself!

And here's the reply to Casse Massacre - My religion is Pagan, I do believe I said that in a previous post. Paganism is a nature based religion in which we treasure mother earth as something more that just a thing that we can claim and slap a price on.

Now that answering back is done, I shall write about my day. This is for ME. If you don't wanna read it, don't. I don't give a shit. At the end of the day, if you're reading this, it's because you've clicked on it. So if you don't like what I say, that's your fucking problem. I couldn't care less if people read this or not because if I had my way I would go where there are NO fucking people!

So anyway. My day. Been thinking most of the day about food. I don't mind so much because I realised something. If I keep food squarely in my head, I'm less likely to eat it.
It's funny though, even though I'm doing it to lose weight, that seems to be growing less and less important. Now it's kind of a challenge. Not so much how much weight have I lost, but how long can I go without food.

My LAMDA lesson sucked because my teacher turned round and said that both plays I had chosen I shouldn't do. So now I have to find two different ones and I'm running out of time.

I haven't been sleeping lately so I'm really tired, which isn't good as I start my new job tonight.

And after work I go straight to band so hopefully I will at least get some sleep tonight.

Anyways I'm off to do...whatever I'm about to do.

Dunno when I'll post next. Depends how things go. We'll see.

I : We get it, off you go.

ME : I know, I'm just making sure I've said everything I wanted to say.

MYSELF : I think you've pretty much exhausted the conversation.

ME : Wouldn't want anyone thinking I hadn't made an effort to appear conveniently attention - craving.

I : One wonders...if you wanted attention so much, and as 'Anonymous' said your attempts for attention have failed, why you still keep this blog? Surely if you wanted attention that much you would go off somewhere else to seek it since it's obviously failing here.

ME : Well, there you go. Because it's not for attention. I have an attention seeking sister, I know what someone who wants attention is like. You wanna talk attention, go see my sister and leave me alone to rant in my free time on a free website with the supposed freedom of speech that I'm supposed to enjoy. If anonymous is reading this, I hope they GET IT now, and if they wish to further post on my blog, they should at least have the decency to make sure they KNOW me and KNOW what they're talking about.

MYSELF : I'm sure they do, no one is so dim-witted not to notice your big 'fuck you' underline you've got going in this conversation. Try not to be so bitchy in future. Now you're TRULY killed any possibility of extending this conversation and you should go get ready for work. Just remember what your mum always says, if someone's being an arsehole to you, just ignore them.

ME : Okay. I'm gonna go now.