a storm is brewing

Before I start this post I just wanna say, whoa, I had no idea how long my last post was. God, I sure can ramble.

Anyways, this post. A storm is brewing in my house and in my head. In my house because my mum has pointedly ignored my letter of dropping out of college, which is where I am right now. Only bright side is the internet seems to be working at home again.
In my head because every little thing is pissing me off more and I have a pressure behind my eyes.

But anyho.

I went to the library yesterday instead of lessons, and I tracked down 'Wasted' by Marya Hornbacher. Excellent book, she writes with a brilliant mixture of beautiful poetic descriptions and blunt, even crude ones.

I relate to alot of stuff she says, especially about having all these ambitions like oh i'm gonna be this, no i'm gonna be this, I'm gonna be this and this and this, and not actually following any of them through.

Anyway, if mum won't let me drop out, I'll be kicked out, which means I'm gonna go use up the £2 ish printing credit I have left.

I hate getting into family feuds this close to christmas.

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