Shockingly...

... I am so not surprised.

College won't let me be a full time student cos they don't think I can cope with it. I'm actually grateful for them for that but of course my mother is less than pleased.

I wrote her a letter explaining it and I asked her to email me. I gave her plenty of time then went downstairs. what's she doing? Fucking playing WOW. I don't even know if she bothered reading it but she didn't look at me so I guess she's doing the ignoring me. Whether she noticed me or not is besides the point, you'd think that her child's welfare would be more fuckin important than a stupid fuckin computer game.

I give up. It is fucking POINTLESS.

In other news, I found some books in the library to read my way through, including Madness by Marya Hornbacher.

I was trying to light the grill earlier and the fucking thing we have that's supposed to light it has stopped working so I asked dad if I could borrow his lighter and he said it doesn't work because people don't pay attention to what they're doing.

Which is fucking bollocks because he moaned the other day about it not working. He always has to make me feel so much worse about myself, like everyone's just plain stupid compared to him.

I've had it.