It seems like months since I last posted but it was what? A few days?
I've almost finished Madness by Marya Hornbacher. I can't read for too long cos I can't focus.
I'm seeing my college councillor next thursday and possibly showing her my black books. Only one other person has ever seen any of my BB's and that was Hope and the one she saw was while I was at school and I burned it.
I'm on my ninth. Mum wants me to talk to her about futher help and then I have to go to the docs. Mother thinks they might have some sort of medication that can help me. She says she can't say anything that she hasn't already said to me, so it's up to me to get the help I need.
On the one hand I'm glad she's taking more notice, but on the other hand she's still not...I mean, she won't even take a day off work to come to the docs with me.
Had a bad night last night. Didn't drag myself out of bed until gone 2 this afternoon.
Not in the best of moods for some reason, not sure why.
There's not really much to say, everything's the same as usual, no shocking updates or anything.
Not that any of my updates have ever been shocking or anything.
Voices are getting louder. I hear them in my head but they're seperate from me. Listen to something on headphones that go in your ear. That's how they sound to me.
Anyway, I'll post later.
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