I drew a little picture the other day and I've repeated drawing it many times since, of a little fat pig...so now I've been calling myself Fat Piggy.
And like the fat piggy that I am, for my lunch I'm eating a cheese sandwhich WITH chili mayonnaise, which must be what, 600 calories? AND a pot of 80 cal vege jelly.
It will be so much easier when I'm back at college, away from temptation. And at least when I'm going to college if I need to purge I can come home early and do it before my parents get home.
Ah, the freedom.
Perhaps the trouble is that I'm trying to instantly stop eating. Maybe I should gradually ween myself off food...any ideas on that anyone?
I hope you lovies ladies and gents are doing better than me!
xXx
It would probably be easier to gradually ween. You know, start with a 1000 day, 900 day, etc. I've never tried. I get so angry with myself for anything over 600, that I completely fast. And then the cycle repeats.
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