Morning

Good morning lovies.

So I weighed myself and I'm 149.8 lbs, which isn't good I know but it's not as bad as I was expecting.
I've been trying to convince my mum and everyone that I'm eating, so I got her to buy me some vegetarian jelly. 80 cals a pot, so I 've had one of them today and a banana. I'm fasting for the rest of the day, and I'll just have one of them tomorrow and one on sunday.
Then I'll cut it right back all next week as much as I can.

For the next week or so I'm going to have to be very careful because my mum is very suspicious about everything. But never fear, I'm going to really commit when I get to college. Which is the 14th of September. Then I won't be constantly watched.

And for the record, liquid antidepressants tastes fucking foul!

xXx

oh and for those who've left comments on my posts, thank you so much for your support and encouragement, I shall list your names on my next post so that everyone knows how kind you are, thanks to Lisa for being my msn buddy, and Kat who helped me make up my mind.
Love you darlings!