Thanks to everyone who supported me so much on my last post, that made me feel so much better.
I decided today that if I ever wanted to lose weight than I would have to seriously commit, and when I do something serious I need something to sort of say okay, this is what's happening, something to signify it.
So tonight I had my official last meal.
So forward from this point in time, I will not eat a full meal, junk food, nothing that would mean I had more than 100 cals a day!
If I pass that limit, then I will have nothing for the next day, at all.
My punishment for fucking up will be...well I haven't quite thought of one. I considered making it self harm, but I do that anyway. No music. There you go. If I mess up, I'm not allowed to listen to music for the entire next day.
That is so gonna suck XD
So this is it. My official step into the lifestyle where I will do ANYTHING to be thin!
Wish me luck!
xXx
Hello Maggot, Bella here. 100 calories a day? You're a bigger (ie better) person than I am! (bigger in the moral sense, not the literal physical one...) ;)
ReplyDeleteGood luck, Maggot. Don't cutty cutsy. Your punishment can simply be not-eating-the-next-day!
Love, the fishies!