good day?

So I had a on and off day today. It started well and then I went to dance class.

It's great thinspiration but every time we're dancing I can't focus on the moves because all I can think about is the fact that all these dancers around me prancing their stuff are just gonna be looking at me thinking, what the fuck is she doing here? She can't dance, she's too fat to be here. They look at me as if to say, you don't belong here!

But my job interview went very well and apart from the technical details I've pretty much got the job ^_^ So that's good. The evenings is when I slip and my shift is nights so I'll havie something to do after college that'll stop me from eating out of sheer boredom.

So things are going pretty well.

I'll keep you posted. As far as food is concerned, I've been an absolute pig this week and I don't even wanna know how much I've put on.
I'm just gonna put it behind me and try harder this next week.

xXx