Okay, despite having a grotty day yesterday, I am feeling quite good right now because...
I finally managed to convince my mum to let me stay home instead of go to work with her where she can watch me.
The only thing that's pissing me off about it is that she's left my oldest sister to keep an eye on me. Like I'm a fucking child!
Oh well, at least I can fast today without being moaned at.
I gotta go to Prior Park and get an application form for their catering assistant part time job. I don't really want a job but I need the money.
So here's hoping.
Despite what I said in my previous posts I'm not actually gonna try and kill myself again...yet.
I have come to the conclusion that I DO NOT WANT TO DIE FAT!
So I am not going to try again until I am down to my goal weight of 70lb. Unless somethingcompells me more than usual. Mum's picking up stupid antidepressants today after work so I'll be starting that shit tomorrow. Urgh, Joy.
Anyone know what Antidepressants does to your weight??? (Serious question by the way cos I don't know.)
It's so nice to be able to talk about m issues and not be reprimanded about it. No one on here knows who I am, so I can say it all in total confidence. And many of you are so lovely that I even if you did know me you'd understand.
People need to be more understanding.
Might post later but if not I'll post tomorrow with my current weight :/
Peace Out xXx
hey iv been on different antidepressants for ys, none of them made me gain weight. although i think some of the stonger ones can. but there the REAL srtongs ones. look up the side effects on the net, u can find the answers there. mine really work. my moods are more even, i dont think bout killing myself at all. they allow me 2 function...
ReplyDeleteI was on a heavy dose of Efexor (sp?) and I lost weight. I went from about 125 to 114. I just had no appetite and I was in a really good mood every day. I'm not sure about others, but I'm sure you can find out. Good luck.
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