Proud

Greetings and salutations.

I've just got back from work and I gotta say, I'm pretty proud of myself because when they offered me food, usually I give in, but not today. They asked me if I wanted anything, I said no, there were cookies left over and my boss asked me if I wanted any, I said no.

That's a huge step for me.

You know...there's something about burning that's just so enchanting. Maybe if you do it often enough you could get lost in the flames so that you barely notice the heat kissing your skin.

Cigarettes can kiss you
Razors caress you
Pills transport you
whatever compells you
you can get through
all you have to do

is trust in pain

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